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becchin and mandara
01:50
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black mould poisoning
02:46
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every day i want to talk to you
you dont say much about yourself
but i love it when you do
is it sad that i feel giddy
when i get a message from you
being friends with you it tears me up but it feels so good
and sometimes you make me feel sad
but maybe its because im needy
and i want attention from you
because i feel you in my blood
i can feel you in my brain
and you make me feel like sludge
but i like you all the same
every night i want to hang out with you
i want to know about your day
how youre feeling
and what youve been making today
i know romance between us is impossible
so being friends will have to do
being friends will have to do...
because i feel you in my blood
i can feel you in my brain
and you make me feel like sludge
but i like you all the same
i can feel you in my blood
i can feel you in my blood
i can feel you in my blood
i can feel you in my blood
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PFIZER HEAVY INDUSTRIES
04:47
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filling all imagined spaces with everything thats painful to me
and all the things that i hate the most
and lying down inside them and staying there
until theres nowhere else to go
i dont have much attachment
to the dying vessel im in
and if youre the one to take me then i dont care where that is
i dont care if you think its sickness
it wouldnt change things anyway
im tired of having to pretend i understand or that i want to live
if i could talk to god
and show him what ive seen
would he regret everything he did to you and me?
i think i once was someone
who had dreams of their own
before i killed the only part of me that had any hope
and i want you to take me
to a land thats far from him
where i am free to dream of me when i was free of sin
and perhaps you could have shown me
what i could have been
if i hadnt ruined every opportunity that ive been in
i know you dont believe me
when i say im not from earth
that i was born outside the stars that are dying around us
and i long to return there
to the place where you and me
are free to sing our final song where the stars meet the sea
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spending every day living like im somebody's pet
taking pills that i bought on the internet
whatever it takes just to get you through the day
whatever it takes just to feel a little okay
i may never amount to anything more than this
spending every day in drug addicted bliss
theres nothing i can be because theres nothing that i can do
just wanna be a self harming loser with you
with you
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i want to believe it meant something
because otherwise the pain is too much to bear
and otherwise the pain is meaningless
it makes me feel disgusting and small
and all the things you did
its easier to just not care
its easier to forget
and pretend it didnt matter
and pretend that you loved me
but i know thats not true
there was never any me
and there was never any you
i didnt mind being used by you
i wanted to feel useful
i wanted you to care
it was fun deluding myself that maybe i meant something more to you
but now it just all seems so pointless and fake
i never want to hurt again
i never want to feel
let me never sleep
let me never dream
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it was always about you
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go to sleep forever
02:30
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ソーベ London, UK
dream noise artist
ソーベ・sobe sophea・SORBET
a lonely god. a defective vessel. a extra celestial. a hive of wasps. the army at the end of the world
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